BOO -Hope Reed

I'm not as scared of the "normal fears" that 99% of people have. Snakes, spiders, bugs, stuff like that. Those don't really compare at all to my biggest fear:  losing my closest friends. I've lost numerous friends for different reasons. Some flat out told me they didn't want to be my friend, some just faded away, some I'm grounded from seeing (shout-out to mother), and some just didn't include me on a lot of thing/ they didn't really care.  Don't get me wrong, that doesn't make me hate the ones I've lost along the way, in fact losing them helped show me who really cares about me. The ones that stuck with me thus far, the ones that know me inside and out and still love me. My my biggest nightmare would be to lose those friends. They help me so much in life, and that's such a blessing. I hope I'll always have them, and I hope that they'll always love me. I don't want to lose them. That's what scares me the most. And that's my greatest fear. I know this isn't "scary" and perhaps doesn't have to do anything with Halloween, but that's what terrifies me the most in life!

Now odds are eventually as we go to different colleges and start our own lives, we will drift away. But I don't really want to accept that, I'm pretty stubborn.