My family is a bit odd when it comes to Thanksgiving. We don't focus much on the thankfulness part of it, or the family part of it. I mean, yeah, family comes over, but not to be gracious for the love a family will always provide. They come over for the food. That's what we focus on most, I guess. I'm not quite sure why this is.
I enjoy the holiday, because I get a break from school. I can sleep in and go to bed late and not do anything! This time, though, was rough, with my mental health at the moment, sleep has been an issue, and being by myself has been an issue as well. Where I'm not going to school and being surrounded by people, I often feel very alone, in a house with three other people and a dog. My best buddies have been the Fresh Prince and George Lopez-- the shows I go to sleep watching and wake up to in the morning.
I don't have many strange memories, other than this time was great to not be at school but mentally, it was pretty awful, always being alone and left to drown in my own destructive visions :). Maybe next year will be better?
No comments:
Post a Comment
Note: Only a member of this blog may post a comment.